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im sitting here, and i have a chem test tomorrow, and im super scared. the teacher kind of jumps around when it comes to notes, and he didnt tell us anything about the test, and today, we didnt review, we listened to some jeweler talk about diamonds!!! unless they are going to give me a diamond, i could care less- id rather talk about the test! oh, and i found out today that i have a Bible quiz tom (actually today). but i figured, better to bomb the Bible than the chem. i think i could more easily make up the Bible grade......... so basically i should be studying right now, but i'm losing focus, and i don't really see the point in studying, bc i know i wont be getting a good grade. but surprisingly im not depressed, im kind of happy- for now, when i get my grade ill be sad, but i wont worry about that now. and yes, i am rambling, and i should stop, but if i stop, that means i have to study or go to bed, i dont want to study, but if i go to bed, i'll feel guilty. oh, im reading christy right now, by christy marshall- it is one of my absolute favorites. i could never pick a single favorite book, but Christy is in the top ten. so im gonna go now, i havent decided if im going to study or go to bed yet.................. i'll let you know.............maybe