random fact

im scared of ants. i hate them. i can take one at a time, though i usually kill those, but when they are all attacking a piece of food. ick! i get shivers just thinking about it. they are creepy and gross. i really do flip out, it is pretty sad.

im in love.

today was nice. english was cool, we didn't have time to do anything. the assembly was fun of course. obviously seniors won the first one, but it was just so awesome to see our class come to life again. everybody was really in the mood. ceramics was enjoyable, i talked to ian the whole time. lcb was good, mainly because i didn't have to read. math was cool. the guys were talking about shaved legs, and the lesson seems easy! i love math when i understand what is going on. government was blah, but at least i didn't fail the quiz.
then i came home, and went to get my oil changed. i took a stinkin hour and a half! plus, i need a new battery. oh well, it could be worse.
i did pick up a new book from kamille, and i saw an adorably friendly kitten. who looks like shes starving. kamille and her family are trying to fatten her up, though.
i came home and started reading, and then i heard my beth's voice! she only stopped by for a sec, but she dropped off a sweatshirt that i love. it is a beautiful green zip up, and it is so incredibly soft. i love love love it. but seeing her for only that short of a time is almost worse than not seeing her at all, if you know what i mean. it just made me realize what i am missing :)

9/11

"While the storm clouds gather far across the sea, Let us swear allegiance to a land that's free, Let us all be grateful for a land so fair, As we raise our voices in a solemn prayer. " God Bless America, Land that I love. Stand beside her, and guide her Thru the night with a light from above. From the mountains, to the prairies, To the oceans, white with foam God bless America, My home sweet home.

sleep

sleep is a vicious cylce. it all starts on one night when i have alot of homework. i stay up till 10:30 doing it (i usually try to go to bed at 10:30), but then i dont want to go to bed without having any me time. so i stay up until 11-11:30, fall asleep by 12. i am very tired the next day. when i get home i can either sleep or drink coffee. with coffee i am sleepy at about 6 o'clock again, with sleep, i dont feel tired until 11-11:30. so im all weird right now, and i have energy when i should be going to bed!!! what a life :D

i have contacts again. it feels wonderful to not have to mess with glasses. i dont mind them, but they aren't always easy.

i love this:
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.

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lets see, not too much has been going on. school, school will always be going on for the next 9 months. today it was awesome, though. everything just went well. lunch was hilarious, i love my people. math was fantastic, she explained the homework to us. which was good, because i didn't understand half of it. i didn't have too much homework! i've tried not to make school a drag so far. ive been really surprised at how much of a difference attitude makes. i wont let school get me down and depressed and it doesnt! well see how much longer this can last. i admit, ive been ready to give up when my alarm clock goes off. i would like to throw it against the wall and be grumpy, but i think smashing my alarm clock owuld make me laugh.