pictures

this is a pretty freaky pictur of me and beth. ya, we were in the pool, and then she got out her camera. her parents freaked when they saw it that close to the water!
why is it that im always the one holding everybody else? i have many pictures that im holding danielle, beth, and others- but none where im being held. but overall, i think im glad im not being held- my life holds fewer dangers this way. dont get any ideas you guys

and heres beth kissing me! i think shes a little confused on whom shes suppposed to kiss, then again, i dont want her kissing any guys. i guess ill just have to put up with it for the time being!

hooray!!!

im so excited- finals are over!!! yay, and the math final was so easy, i was relieved. i thought it would be so much harder then it was.

my profile asked for a new national anthem

so here it is. i had to include at least one animal sound...

oh this wonderful country
a country so beautiful
were a country of freedom
of freedom so beautiful

where the cows are so happy
those californian cows
they make some good cheese
those californian cows

where the roosters cok-a-doodle-doo
to wake you up each morn
and the wife cooks the rooster for dinner
so the farmer can sleep in next morn'

dogs

we might have to get ridd of one of our dogs. im gonna cry. youve all heard about how dogs hate it when other dogs try to steal there food right? well Cozzy had never shown any agression about it anyother time, they would often switch bowls in the middle of their meal- they didnt care, but yesterday she did care. trusty came over and tried to eat her food (generally she wouldnt care but it had some "gravy" on it that they both love) and so she bit him. =( and when i say bite i mean that she had him by the neck and he wasnt touching the floor! now i know that sounds bad, but its in a dogs nature! if a cat scrathces you when you hit it are you gonna blame it? i know what she did was wrong but its in all dogs's nature isnt it?

and the sad thing is, shes the one i like. if we had to get ridd of trusty id be sad, but i wouldnt care that much! Cozzy is different, i guess picture having to get ridd of Sandy, Grace- pr your kitten Danielle. we dont know yet what were going to do, since then, shes been perfectly nice, theyve been playing together and everything. one of two things can happen- we start feeding them seperately, or Cozzy has to be put to sleep. im hoping its the first. so ya, im super bummed right now.

frustration

so today i took the spanish and history finals! ARGH! i tink i failed both of them. for history i think the thing i did the best on was the 5 paragraph essay. for spanish, it was mostly pretty easy except for one section that was 132 questions, oh and the other section. no j/k, i think they were ok, but im not gonna hold my breath until they post the grades, cause if i did, then id be dead!

the rabbit proof fence

i just watched the saddest movie! it made me want to cry. it was about these 3 little girls 1/2 black, 1/2 white, who were: 8-14. they lived in australia and were taken by force to a camp where they tried to make them "all white." well the 3 escaped and walked 800miles back home, but 1 of the kids got captured and sent back. the other 2 made it back home, but the older was captured again! but this thime she had married and had 2 kids. one of them was left behind or something, it didnt say anything about her. the other child was 3, and her mother snuck her out w/herself. they walked the 8oo miles again (across the middle of the australian desert). then her daughter was captured and her mom has never seen her again. doesnt that make you want to cry?

its called the rabit proof fence b/c they had to walk along a fence the whole way to get back home

disappeared

*ya danielle- its 4 diff. families

so i go and pick up bethany, and we go over to the house and its black... were like, well well see if anyone answers. nothing (surprise, surprise). so bethany and i start joking around. you see last week i was sick and so i left a note saying we couldnt come. so we were talking about how they were mad at us and they decided if 'youre not gonna show, were not gonna show!' i dont know, it was funny, though. so now im probably going to take a shower, study, and maybe watch a movie- if im lucky. im glad i got out of bbsitting .

well, i just wanted to say, "I HATE FINALS!!!" ok, now that thats all out of my system, instead of studying i get to gobabysit 14 kids with bethany. it is so much fun! yet very tiring! the first time beth and i did it alone w/ bethany (i was going w/ louisa before) a kid gets a bloody nose the first 5 mins.! luckily the parents are pretty laid back, if they werent i think id be fired by now. it seems like 1 of the 14 is always crying.

psalm 121

3 He will not let your foot slip he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.3 He will not let your foot slip he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.


i love these verse, whenever i read them i feel so safe! =)

18

ok, so today i go outside and am just standing there, petting the cat and stuff, when i see these men walking door to door. im like uhoh, i mean, i hate it when they come to the door all formal and ask,"may we speak to your parents?" bc i hate having to tell my mom and having her have me send them away. i mean, i feel really mean, even though i didnt do anything! so toady when i see them comming i start to go inside to try to hide, but they see me and they start yelling after me "miss, miss,MISS!!!" i turn around and am like what do you want- not really, but thats what im thinking. i actually say, "Yes?" all nice and they go- are you the lady of the house... umm "no" and so they go, "oh, well are you 18?" ummm ,"No" and they look at me like im crazy! "Youre not 18" me-"uh, no" and then the older one starts to laugh at me! he is all doubled over holding on to his knees laughing at me! im standing there waiting for him to stop and im like ................. finally he stops and again he says, "youre not 18 ?!?" "NO" so he says, "well how old are you?" "15" "youre 15? how tall are you" and im like are you trying to stalk me? why do you care? not really but i go, "5'9" or 5'10"" he says," sorry but you look 18" so finally he believes me and is like"can i talk to the lady of the house?" i go in, and my mom just stares at me and then shakes her head. great, now i have to go outside and say, "sorry shes busy right now." "oh, well, can she get unbusy for 2 secs?" i go inside, and am like these are the pushiest salespeople ever! my mom is still shaking her head, so i ask jim if he will go out and tell them no, but he runs the opp. direction =( so i go out and am like" SHE CANT COME TO THE DOOR RIGHT NOW," and finally they leave! why is it so funny that im not 18? i dont think i look 18, why was he laughing for so long? anyway, thats the only thing that happened today.

here it is

well i finally have one of my own blogs. actually i dont think im gonna post very often, i just was reading danielles post about the background and i wanted to make one of my own- black and white. so here i am.