back in time

ever wondered what you'd look like in the 50s, 60s ,70s? well heres me! ick, i look awful, but bens looks hilarious, it totally works.

random fact

im scared of ants. i hate them. i can take one at a time, though i usually kill those, but when they are all attacking a piece of food. ick! i get shivers just thinking about it. they are creepy and gross. i really do flip out, it is pretty sad.

im in love.

today was nice. english was cool, we didn't have time to do anything. the assembly was fun of course. obviously seniors won the first one, but it was just so awesome to see our class come to life again. everybody was really in the mood. ceramics was enjoyable, i talked to ian the whole time. lcb was good, mainly because i didn't have to read. math was cool. the guys were talking about shaved legs, and the lesson seems easy! i love math when i understand what is going on. government was blah, but at least i didn't fail the quiz.
then i came home, and went to get my oil changed. i took a stinkin hour and a half! plus, i need a new battery. oh well, it could be worse.
i did pick up a new book from kamille, and i saw an adorably friendly kitten. who looks like shes starving. kamille and her family are trying to fatten her up, though.
i came home and started reading, and then i heard my beth's voice! she only stopped by for a sec, but she dropped off a sweatshirt that i love. it is a beautiful green zip up, and it is so incredibly soft. i love love love it. but seeing her for only that short of a time is almost worse than not seeing her at all, if you know what i mean. it just made me realize what i am missing :)

9/11

"While the storm clouds gather far across the sea, Let us swear allegiance to a land that's free, Let us all be grateful for a land so fair, As we raise our voices in a solemn prayer. " God Bless America, Land that I love. Stand beside her, and guide her Thru the night with a light from above. From the mountains, to the prairies, To the oceans, white with foam God bless America, My home sweet home.

sleep

sleep is a vicious cylce. it all starts on one night when i have alot of homework. i stay up till 10:30 doing it (i usually try to go to bed at 10:30), but then i dont want to go to bed without having any me time. so i stay up until 11-11:30, fall asleep by 12. i am very tired the next day. when i get home i can either sleep or drink coffee. with coffee i am sleepy at about 6 o'clock again, with sleep, i dont feel tired until 11-11:30. so im all weird right now, and i have energy when i should be going to bed!!! what a life :D

i have contacts again. it feels wonderful to not have to mess with glasses. i dont mind them, but they aren't always easy.

i love this:
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.

...

lets see, not too much has been going on. school, school will always be going on for the next 9 months. today it was awesome, though. everything just went well. lunch was hilarious, i love my people. math was fantastic, she explained the homework to us. which was good, because i didn't understand half of it. i didn't have too much homework! i've tried not to make school a drag so far. ive been really surprised at how much of a difference attitude makes. i wont let school get me down and depressed and it doesnt! well see how much longer this can last. i admit, ive been ready to give up when my alarm clock goes off. i would like to throw it against the wall and be grumpy, but i think smashing my alarm clock owuld make me laugh.

back to school!

today was the first day back at school, and I thought things went very well. i went to yb first, which was slightly awkward. then i had english, which i am still apprehesive about. ceramics was fine, not what i was expecting, but ok. land culture book looks like it could easily be my favorite class, we'll see... then i got to go to math which doesn't look like it will be too hard. our class is super small, only 12 people, so thats neat. then i went to government. government will probably turn out to be my least favorite class, but whatever. this year i'm really going to try not to let the little things get me down, after all, i'm not going to survive life anyway:D

whatever happens, don't worry just be happy in all that you do, for as long as you stay positive, it will lead to a happier you!

Senior Pic.

i decided on this one for my senior picture!

i always hated the pictures up against the rock wall, but i think i like me best, in this pose! :P

BDAY

today was alot of fun! i went down with a couple of friends to rubys on the pier- not the one in seal beach, because danielle didn't believe seal beach had a pier! we drove down two or three beaches looking for parking, and finally found ourselves at sunset beach. there, danielle and i went into the water while amy and grace sat and talked. we went back to danielle's house, where gary and dawna had bought a cake. which was one of the really good parts of the day, i dont know why. tonight, we had family over and had chinese food! fun, fun. today was great.

so, i am not exactly looking forward to school starting, but i'm determined to make the most of this school year, to not stress out, and to have fun!

:D

Don't worry about life, you're not going to survive it anyway.

back from the dead!

Actually, I'm just back from camping, I went with my mom up towards Palm Springs. We left Wednesday morning and came home today. While we were up there, we saw plenty of little animals. We even were able to see stars! it was amazing- you could see the Milky-Way! It was also fun to go swimming- I don't usually enjoy swimming, but when it is as hot as it was, it felt great!